I want him to win but I don�t want him to win. I mean let�s face it the show sucks�4 minutes into the show Lisa proclaimed, �I hate American Idol� as we sat and listened to Bo sing same crap-ass AI middle-of-the-road mid-tempo pop ballad piece of crap�crappy, crapola, crap-orama�did I mention the song sucked�the fucking show did it�s best to suck all the life out of both Bo and Carrie�granted they didn�t have to do much to Carrie but still I even felt bad for her! And then again for his last song he had to sing the song that will be this years single, �In Your Heaven��What the fuck! �In Your Heaven��.super fucking gay is all I have to say�to the max�I swear you could see him choking on the dorky lyrics - I am sure Diane Warren wrote that garbage! Quite possibly the single worst line in the history of generic pop songs - �I want to be inside your heaven�! UUUURRRGGGGHHHHH!!!

Bastards! Boyfriend deserves better than that�why would they do that to him�seriously don�t they want him to look good at this point�the obvious answer would be no they don�t because they want Carrie to win. But then she was so close to becoming completely unglued, unhinged, uncorked all night there wasn�t much they could do to help her. I like Carrie. I have no troubles with her and she is definitely the better choice to parade around with the all-time worst title from hell �The American Idol��Christ who would want to be called that for the rest of their lives. I seriously don�t want him to have to be called that�it�s an instant credibility killer. Dude sang The Allman Brothers tune �Whipping Post� and Black Crowes song �Rememdy� (otherwise known as the begging for sex song�) - that alone should make him disqualified to win - how do you market that to 12 year olds? And yet I voted�then I stopped - complaining that I felt conflicted because really I don�t want him to win�but then I started again because I don�t want him to think the fans want Carrie to win�then I booked myself an appointment with a shrink because I realized I was the one who had become unglued, unhinged and uncorked!

Gawd he better fucking win. I so don�t care who wins. Jesus I so hope he doesn�t win even tho he is so much better than her. But still I kinda like Carrie. I hate American Idol so much. It�s the best fucking show ever in the history of television! So fucking good that I am watching it�s toilet-worthy two hour finale tonight and TIVOing the �LOST� finale and watching it on Thursday morning�And that decision is going to have me so pissed off tonight when Bo either wins or loses!!

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Love you Babe! That�s why I hope you lose�kinda! Fuck!