Saturday Night - Too late to be doin' this!

I don�t know why I succumb to things I hate but I do�I have�I will continue to, except for when I get stubborn and refuse. Of course whenever I do that I am compelled to break my own rules�rebelling against oneself is a strange phenomenon�but I do it all the time�I put strange and arbitrary rules on myself and then am obsessed with them to the point that I finally have to break them�whenever you hear me say something to the effect of �that�s it, I�m never�� or � I swear I am so �� just slap me.

I denounce HBO and their damn shows that everyone loves�I refuse to acknowledge The Soprano�s and have had nothing but contempt for the endless gushing about �Sex in the City��I�ve said I never care if I see an episode of either�well today I rented the first season of SITC and watched all 12 episodes and now want to poke my eyes�diabolical drivel!! Seriously!! Those are 4 of the most pathetic women ever captured on film. And yet I am sure I will go on to rent season 2 this week sometime�Jesus!! Nothing intrigues me more than when something repulses me. That just ain�t right.

It�s so true that Hate is not the opposite of Love. Indifference is. I am rarely indifferent to anything. I would like to be indifferent. I would like for things to not make me so crazy�good and bad. I try to be indifferent�I have tried to be Switzerland. It never lasts long.

Anyways�I have forbidden myself to rent anymore seasons of SITC! I really mean it this time�the show is seriously bad!